March 2010
Lonely felt a lot better
I guess i dont know whats in store. I haven’t wanted to be with anyone as badly as him. I feel like were just going to fail as friends. There is no amount of talking that can be done to fix this. The odds seem to be against me. I feel like she is 1st and i am 2ed. Nothing i can do will fix it. Waiting around for half a year didnt prove anything? Nothing i can do will ever be good enough....
